He was a
believer in insurance …that’s what many who crossed this fellow’s path might
have remembered about him, if they never saw his poetry. But, it’s a good bet
that Johnson Oatman Jr.’s insurance advice wasn’t exclusively the conventional
kind that would protect yours and your loved ones’ financial state. He’d
probably pondered another state for a while by the time he turned 39 and wrote
the words “No, Not One” as the turn of the century approached in 1895. His
vocation, though secular, did not prevent him from pursuing other, deeper
expressions of his beliefs, a ministry that flourished and was prodigious by
any standard. What motivated him, at a relatively late point in life, to burst
forth with his song-writing? Was he
thinking negatively (No, Not One), as someone might who’s considering negative space (as in
this classic Rubin’s vase optical illusion, shown here, wherein nothingness actually
does depict something after all)?
Johnson
Oatman, Jr. evidently took after his father, Johnson Sr., in many ways, but
also sowed new ground following his father’s departure from life. His father’s reputation
as a singer—called by some the best in the eastern U.S.--no doubt overshadowed
the younger Johnson to some degree. He nevertheless must have admired his dad,
so much so that he joined in the family’s business to work alongside Johnson
Sr. Moreover, at 19 years old, he became an ordained Methodist minister, yet
remained in the family’s commercial enterprise, manifest evidence that he’d matured
in the faith instilled by his father while remaining close to his parental and
vocational influence. With his father’s death (exact year unknown), two
important changes would commence in Johnson Jr.’s life. The younger Oatman is credited
with some 3,000 to 5,000 hymn texts, an incredible number, especially
considering he did not begin this avocation until in his mid-30’s, apparently
after his father was gone. In addition to this new venture, he changed professional
careers, entering the insurance field (the reason for the switch in vocation is
not known). Thus, a casual, distant observer might presume that the son was finally
breaking free of shackles, becoming his own man both vocationally and
creatively. Perhaps some of that is true. But, one thing that linked the two
Oatmans remained – the father’s love for God expressed through music did not
die with him. Indeed, watching and listening to his dad for years, someone
might say, welled up into a colossus that would articulate itself throughout
the last three decades of the son’s life. “No Not One”, written about three
years into this new part of Oatman’s life as a songwriter, offers a window into
his emotions and his spirit. Was he breaking
free, or was he magnifying what had been planted inside? You and I can look at his
words and decide.
Johnson
Oatman evidently had issues like any of us, someone who needed ‘cheer’ while
confined in a dark place managing ‘struggles’ and ‘soul’s diseases’. He also evidently
had pangs of loneliness. He’d lost his father, so we might surmise he was missing
him and clinging to the divine Father. That Father promises not to leave. As he looked around in
1895, perhaps that’s what he’d discovered, that nothing down here compares to
what He has for me. People die. Jobs change. Can I find anything here that’s
good that doesn’t eventually bust, or any hurt that completely goes away though
salved with the best solution? No, not one, Oatman’s words repeat. Was it a
mid-life crisis, triggered by personal and vocational challenges that made Johnson
Oatman write the words? Maybe. They won’t matter, ultimately. No, not one. These
negative words are worth a hoorah in this case!
See more
information on the composer and the song in Amazing Grace: 366 Inspiring
Hymn Stories for Daily Devotions by Kenneth W. Osbeck, Kregel Publications,
1990; and The Complete Book of Hymns – Inspiring Stories About 600 Hymns and
Praise Songs by William J. Petersen and Ardythe Petersen, Tyndale House
Publishers, 2006. For more background on
the composer, see Then Sings My Soul – 150 of the World’s Greatest Hymn
Stories, Robert J. Morgan, Thomas Nelson Publishers, 2003; and 101 More
Hymn Stories, by Kenneth W. Osbeck, Kregel Publications, 1985
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