He was thinking about his utility in the kingdom, perhaps. The
words he wrote indicate this fellow pondered his choices, particularly the ones
that placed him in a position to serve his God. This self-reflection wasn’t
foreign to Charles Austin Miles, as he wrote the words for “If Jesus Goes With Me”
upon reaching mid-life in 1908. Was there more going on that we don’t know –
almost certainly there must have been, right? Are you a tool (see some tools in
the picture here, and think about your role for God), like Miles may have felt
when he wrote this hymn? See if Charles Austin Miles sounds like someone you
know, or if you’d want to meet him someday.
C. Austin Miles had made a turn in his career early in life
that impacted not only himself, but also worshippers for decades, even
centuries after his blip on the human timeline. He started out to be a
pharmacist when he attended two schools in Pennsylvania near the end of the 19th
Century. But by his early ‘20’s he felt something wasn’t right, and he instead took
hold of an opportunity to be a songwriter and editor for a publishing company. The
Hall-Mack Company became his life, but it probably wasn’t just a random chance that
led to Miles’ decision. Leading the song service was one of his interests in
the local church, so he’d probably been thinking about making his interest grow
into more than just a hobby. When he was 24, he took the plunge, and was still
at it 16 years later as he reached mid-life. Was he thinking about his past and
his future too, as so many fellows do at that age? We don’t know what circumstances
coalesced when he wrote “If Jesus Goes With Me” in 1908, but the words he
penned suggest he felt like a missionary. His words convey a readiness to be
used, with Jesus as his companion. Had Miles allowed himself some varied
experiences, both high and low, because he was a willing tool? He sounds like a
guy whose appetite had been whetted, and he wanted more. That may be what motivated this songwriter,
the composer of hundreds of song texts over the next several decades. How many
generations of believers have drawn close to God, thinking of Him while singing
about a garden meeting (Miles’s song “In the Garden”), or have thought of the
Lord as a protective friend-companion because of “If Jesus Goes With Me”? Even
one person’s choices, over 100 years old, can endure today.
What would I do different if I could back up, even if just a
few years in reverse? C. Austin Miles’ words propose that choices in a wide variety
of venues don’t matter so much. Miles may have considered being a foreign
missionary – we don’t know for sure. His prose indicates he felt he could be
used even if he stayed homebound. So, I need not fret over choosing one path
versus another. Just be in His presence. Make certain that where I am, He can
be too. He’s the only indisputable choice.
See following site for a 4th verse that you may
not have heard: http://www.hymntime.com/tch/htm/i/f/j/ifjesusg.htm
See following sites for brief details on the composer: http://www.hymnary.org/person/Miles_CA
For some other background on the composer, see The Complete
Book of Hymns – Inspiring Stories About 600 Hymns and Praise Songs by
William J. Petersen and Ardythe Petersen, Tyndale House Publishers, 2006.
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