She
evidently spoke the English language, but there is little more than that which
is known about this poetess/hymnist from the 19th Century. Her first
name was Mary, and she felt like praying, so she chose to let others know what
was going on inside her when she wrote “Prince of Peace! Control My Will”. This
woman felt a conviction that she needed to surrender herself to God, but
admitted she struggled with some inner turmoil. Could she overcome the
misgivings she sensed within herself? Her questions were probably no different
than ones we might ask ourselves nearly two centuries later. Is it OK to
believe God’s purposes are perfect, yet shrink from submitting to His way? This
Mary wanted to say this was her dilemma, while drawing just a little closer to
Him.
The Mary
who called out to the Prince of Peace, and for His will and control in her life,
was either Mary Ann Serrett Barber or Mary Stanley Bunce Dana Shindler. Mary Barber
was a poetess from England, where many of her works were published in the Church of England Magazine, so when “Prince
of Peace! Control My Will” appeared in that journal in 1838, she may well have
been the source. We can assume this woman, in her mid-to-late 30s, was a member
of the Church of England, though what other specific circumstances may have
prompted her poem are unknown. Mary Shindler was likewise a poetess and the
author of a handful of hymns, but in America, where she was in her mid-to-late
20s in 1838. She’d married Charles Dana in 1835and had a son by the time the
words appeared in print, and shortly thereafter they all moved to Iowa, where
she lost both her husband and son. (She later returned to her native South
Carolina, where she was remarried, to a college professor named Robert
Shindler.)Whether Mary was a 30-something Englishwoman or a 20-something
American, this woman voiced a prayer. She longed for peace, amid a life that
evidently left her feeling that some inner disorder was still present. She
hints at or notes clearly this extant condition in the first three verses, so
she plainly did not yet feel she’d conquered what troubled her. Sound familiar?
Everybody needs order, but where does one find it?
Does
anyone in their 20s or 30s ever think they’ve got it all figured out? If
everyone is honest, they’d admit lots of hurdles bang their shins as they
attempt to jump over the issues that block their paths. Mary Shindler and Mary
Barber may have been an ocean apart, but there’s no reason to doubt that either
could have authored the words of “Prince of Peace…”. The words this poetess
used are so universal, that no one could feel they are foreign to his
experience. Wherever I am on my timeline, I cannot divorce myself from certain reservations.
I want my own agenda, but recognize that I can be indulgent and harmful to
myself. Yet, can I be sure my own needs will be met if I turn to Him more
completely? Is it possible to have
everything align on my timeline, with some nexus making it all work perfectly? This
Mary, whether she was 25 or 35, had decided that she’d been too focused on
herself, and was turning in another direction. She’d decided where, or who,
nexus was. Exit doubt, enter God, was her message.
Some information on the possible author of the hymn’s
poetry is here: http://www.hymnary.org/text/prince_of_peace_control_my_will
See this site also: http://www.hymntime.com/tch/htm/p/p/c/ppcontmw.htm